todae i'm going to write bout mai current bf... nw i found out tt i hate him. cux he's controllin mai cash flow. n mai manager sae tt i cn ditch this current bf. cux he sae he's useless. cux all mai previous bf nv even a single 1 ask money frm mi. except for this bf. he no money he keep on askin frm mi. n if i cant giv him he'll throw temper @ mi. tt mke mi beri angry. n mai manager sae tt if gers ask money frm guy is okie. but whn a guy ask money frm a ger. tt mkes a guy beri fuckin useless. i found out tt wat he saes is quite true. n todae mai client jio mi go st james. i told mai manager tt mai manager saes go for this client. cux he's rich n young. he onli 23 lei. but i didnt go cux of mai age. if i'm older i sure go de lorx. haix. wat to do. n todae i n mai bf didnt even talk a single word. shd i ditch him. but if i ditch him. he'll surely tok bout e past tt i lend money frm him. n wans it back. lyk wat the fuck lorx. i todae didnt get money ended up i nit to lend money frm broy. beri pai sehx lorx. if he pass mi de cases ryte. i'll giv him more a bit lorx. since he helped mi. i cannot b so fucking selfish lyk wat mai current bf. he so fucking calculative n petty. n everytym he thinks tt he sae de jokes beri funny. n boring. n most importantly he's broke!!!!! we nv told for 2 daes. somemore i still staying @ his hse. hw i wish tt i cn rent a hse which is cheap. n far frm him!!!! i wanna find a part time job for weekends. whoever c this blog, if u all hv any lobang for weekend jobs pls pm mi. i cn do sales/telemarketin/admin jobs. n if u all hv any cheap rooms are for rental. pls pm mi asap oso. thx alot. suddenly i feel lyk i misses mai sis alot. i stil feel tt mai sis stil e best de. if i get mai first com i'm going to bring her to shoppin. hw i wish i'm rich right nw. den i wont b facing all e stress n fucking bf naggin. n oso dun nit to c his face too. i'm too tired to face him liao. even though we've been together for 1 yr. but cn u imagine 1 yr ryte. he gave mi de present is actually a cup of ice-cream. OMG so ke lian until lyk tt lei. other ppl 1 yr at least hv a ring/necklace/bracelet lei. but mi a cup of ice-cream. aft tt nit to accompany him to play his WOW. wtf lorx. e...... i envy those ppl whose bf is treating them fucking gd. wont giv them attitude. mai manager sae tt i'm so sort of ke lian nit to raise up a xiao bai lian. fuck lorx. e.... i hate this guy le la. hw i wish i cn move out right nw. this moment. k la. tt all i wanna sae le. i beri tired le. i wanna slp but cant go back cux he's stil playin WOW @ katong. argh....... T.T

todae aft mai work i go back to mai own hse den they change e fucking lock lorx... in order dun let mi to go in n tke mai things den i ask mai sis to open e door for mi ... den mai sis sae tt mux ask mai dad whether cn open e fucking door for mi anot den i sae okie nvm cn get mai clothes out anot. den mai sis sae if she help mi to tke den mai parents will noe tt is mai sis help mi to tke de. den she'll b scolded cux of this. i was lyk wat e fuck lorx. y in this earth thr is parents hu changes e lock n dun let a daugther go back de?! so aft i left e place. i tel mai sis: all mai clothes n shoes all i giv u. i wont cum back to this hme ever again. den i tel maiself i mux earn lotx of money n hv own car n dun nit to depends on anybody!!!! nt even mai bf. even tough he nw restrict mai cash cux he noe i spend money lyk water tt's y he restrict mai cash. haix. sometyms i think y i'm born in this family. but i mux admit to fate. if i'm nt born in this world i wont met mao n mai few frenx n mai current bf. heee. n mai sis too. even though wen she was young beri eeeeee. but nw she becum more n more understandin n pretty. bu kui wo teng ta. and lastly i wanna sae i love mai sis and frenx n bf more den anything in this world. e first will b mai sis. no matter wat happen to her i'll b e first to reach thr. n frenx too especially mai sista mao mao. i had some words leave for mai sis. anything mkux tel mi i try mai veri best to help u n giv u wat u wan, even though they sae i'm pampering u. but i noe is nt. i'm givin u those thing tt they cant giv u n giv u e best of all tt they cant giv u too. n mao mao thx for listening to mi..... n yr mom. i wanana tel u tt actually thx for yr mom advice. tt's all.... cya.....

tyd i go n meet cm a.k.a mao mao mai secondary sch fren. den aft tt i go down to katong until nw i havrn even slp yet. beri beri tired nei. i wanna slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls help mi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tired panda signing off le.. buaix buaix. i wanna slp la.