i dunno wat to do to make u come back to mai side.. i dunno wat happen. last tym u tel mi tt i've completely replace her in yr heart le... but y nw this is happening??? i seriously dunno wat happen... this 1 month down i really very happy being wif u. if u think i'm nt gd.. i will to give up everything just for u.. i just wan u to come back to mai side onli... but i noe no matter wat i do stil cn replace her in yr heart le... i noe wat has over already over. cux of her u willing to give up yr beloved wangan. cux of her willing to give up everything.. but do u ever think i'm still willing to wait for u?? waiting for u to come back to mai side... i really need u nw. this moment. i seriously cant survive w/o u. i miss u alot alot alot alot. i noe today mai temper towards u is very cold. cux i dun wanna c u stil wearing her things. she bought for u tt shirt. i wan u back. wat u wan mi to do den u cn come back to mi??? u wan mi go die?? if this is wat u wan... i wil grant yr wish... i really love u alot. pls dun treat mi this way. i'm nt as strong as u think. i stil hv blood n tears de. i noe u feel guilty. but i dun wan u feel guilty. i wan u back. just rmb yr ex stupid cum kawaii lao po wil stil wait for u no matter wat.. n tel u something. thomas jio mi again... but i think u wont even bother bout it.. i guess u r tokin to yr gal nw... i guess even i ask u to c mai blog. i dun think u wil bother to go n c wat i write lorx. i think @ e first place i shouldn't love u so deeply. ytd aftnnon u told mi u stil cant forget tt gal. i really really very very heartbroken on mai way to sunplaza.. i keep crying. n on mai way hme. i oso cry. i hope u cn understand mai feeling. sorry for everything. i really love u. pls come back to mai side.. pls??

today whn mai baobeix hubby say he stil cant forget his ex tt tym. i seriously gt a thinkin whether wanna slap tt gal hard one to make her wake up. does she noe out thr thr's a great guy hu is stil waiting for her. n stil playin wif his feelings??? do u noe hw hurt whn ppl play wif his/her feelings. this is e last tym i'm calling u dear. dear i really love u alot. but i gt no choice to let u go. i cant b stoppin u frm pursuing yr happiness. hope u cn b together wif her until u both get married. i hope to get yr wedding invitation soon. n i hope tt u cn throw away mai photos delete fb de fotos plus yr mt card gt mai name de. cux i dun wish to c nxt tym u patch back wif her den she saw those thing den in e end is i'm e 1 making u guys quarrel. n on sunday i'll go find u e last tym. n pass u some things. for u n her. hope this small little thing cn make u guys patch. her bf i cn help u to settle. i was thinking i do e 3rd party mke them break den u cn go console her. den she'll fall in love wif u again. gd idea. mayb i offer him sex ba. i believe he wil break wif her ba... mayb i do such thing u'll hate mi more. but i wan u to hate mi. i noe in yr heart i stand no place le. she stands more den mi. aft u patch wif her. i'll go to lesbian relationship forever. i'll b overseas for nxt 2 yrs ba. i wont b in singapore anymore. here make mi thinks of u. hw sweet u r. hw great u r hw gd u r. make mi wanna cry onli. wish u all e best. just treat tt i'm dead.

loving memories of xiao panda aka mj aka deon. (1990 - 2009) nobody wil rmb thr's such a person is living in this world... bye every1. i'll miss u guys especially mai sis, mao mao sanjay especially mai dearest hubby.. i wil rmb u forever.

today i go out wif mai dear dear... wow i finally settle mai starhub bills le. thx to mai dear dear n most important is lili mummy/ cuz dear dear suggested to lent money frm lili mummy. den whn i tel lili mummy. lili mummy very shuang kuai de sae okie lorx send mi yr acc number.. wow i damn happy la. just nit to pay another 450++ cn le... wow... but i stil feel tt i owe dear dear alot lei... muz return him this favor sia... feel veri guilty... at e same tym i quite angry wif dear dear previous ex... wow in mai life i most cannot tahan de is gals hu diao mi n giv mi e xia lan face. wow mai feeling is lyk i wanna slap her 2 slaps lorx. dun let mi c her at bedok man. i surely slap her 2 tight slaps. i heard frm dear dear tt her bf is staying @ bedok. haha to mi is a gd thing. haha... nw i wanna kill her immediately. fucking xia lan la. ya i admit tt she's quite cute la.. but xia lan... argh..... nw pic of mai dear dear n mi^_^

haha... this pix was taken quite long ago. but i lyk this pic lei... hehe^_^

yeah finally mai pay is in. i waited for so long. actually okie la. 5 days onli. hmmm nw i at mai hubby de hse.. damn xing fu la. and finally mao contacted mi. i nw noe y he so called angry wif mi. mao i wont b such person tt whn u fall outta love i stil rub salt onto yr wounds de. anything u stil cn tel mi or say to mi de. ytd i n jay play a quite stupid game. jay said is a game tt c whether r u really fated to each other. den i play first tym was lyk so fuck up la. gt a card blockin. den e sexcond 1 better. third 1 was omg!!!!! wat e fuck la... hmmm ya stil nit to transfer jay 80 dollars hmmm. shd help him too. his bank acc frm 2k to 25 dollars. serves him right. hu ask him everytym go drink shesa n cigarettes. wahaha. but keriously la shesa is suck to e core la. so nw is pix tym hehe. enjoy wor... ^_^

very long nv update mai blog le... this few days veri sad. i dunno wat happen cm nv contact mi or call mi at all. i dunno is it tt day he sae he fall outta love or wat happen. i cried for days. luckily mai dear dear comfort mi. if nt i sure wil go n die de... mao if u saw this popst pls cal mi or msg mi cn?? i very worried tt cux of this matter we wil break friendship this is wat i dun wish to c de. another thing is i give up on fate le. mao sae de quite true. i n fate seriously no furture lorx. i'm nw very damn happy wif mai currently boyfriend. he's so sweet plus treat mi damn gd de la. mao i'm stil waiting for yr cal n msg no matter wat happen. haix.